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i was sitting on the couch when i was asked about my day
i started complaining that everything's against me and nothing goes my way
all the real friends i have i can only talk to online so i feel all alone
i knew in my heart it was the time to make a move
but i feared what was unknown

i haven't smiled for a while
everything seems wrong
ive never felt like myself in what feels like years
i split my tears in vain hopes of some advice
all i got were words that don't suffice

"Oh please get over it, you'll be fine, you're such a drama queen,
Exaggerating every problem because you're just a teen"
i walked back to my room, hearing every laugh and giggle behind my back
not knowing that i actually needed help
even if they knew they wouldn't care

why do they all think our lives are as simple as black and White
not knowing its all the inbetween that keep us up at night
my only wish that needs granting is to make them care
so they could guide me through and always be there

they think its really easy in this modern age we're in
but they never take the time to think whats happened and where ive been
they always think they're right because they are in command
i swear to god, they need to realize that parents do not understand
dear god they don't.

my life for the first 15 years i lived with my mum a emotional, physically and mentally abusive parent who made me numb to these, cut, depressed and suicidal, so now ive moved out and im over the suicidal thoughts and depression.

BUT my dad (note: hates mum, knows its a bad enviroment, knows i was depressed and suicidal, knows i was abused) claims it was MY fault and that i should just "get over it"

parents are the worst people you ever met
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:iconmissluckychan29:
MissLuckychan29 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013
My parents make me wish I could just sleep forever
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:icondisneydamsel98:
disneydamsel98 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
my parents when they hear that there's ppl bugging me or my brother by being annoying and stalking
apparently that's their idea of "wanting to be your freind" :(
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012
oh i know that feel, according to my mum being beaten up was "maybe you should stop being a ass and let them be your friend" parents can be so terrible :hug:
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disneydamsel98 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah but these kids don't hurt us they're just creepy and annoying!
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012
yeah i know, but i mean parents treat it the same
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:icondisneydamsel98:
disneydamsel98 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah but we still love em
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012
speak for yourself
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:icondisneydamsel98:
disneydamsel98 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ok then!
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Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012
i just will never be able to forgive my mum ever
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bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012
Yeah, but he's still a funny bastard!
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012
yes he is XD
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:iconbosemaster42:
bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012
He's one of my favorite comedians/actor. I meant his sense of humor. Or are you referring to a different Billy Connolly?
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012
oh i understand know forget i mentioned him, hes getting old now
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:iconbosemaster42:
bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
Yeah he was. Damn cute too!
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012
who was cute?
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:iconbosemaster42:
bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
There's a way around the bicycle thing. I actually prefer riding a tricycle. Rode them once when I was on vacation in Florida. The seat was always the issue for me. On trikes it's a nice padded wide seat. I can't ride for long on 10 speeds because of the skinny seat. Talk about complete grundel torture! I'm a large guy 6'2" and I weigh about 225lbs. Last time I rode a 10 speed I walked kind of funny for a couple of days. It actually bruised my grundel.
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:icontycoondasher:
Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
i won't get a tricycle unless i can get the same model as Billy Connally he was da man
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:iconbosemaster42:
bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
You don't have one or have never ridden? It's pretty easy to learn and once you do, your mobile and you can cover a lot more ground that way.
No. It's never the abused who are at fault. I will say I was surprised it came from your mom. Hell, I know many kids who were 'accidents' if you want to call it that. But, mother's usually love all their children unconditionally. Sex is no accident, i don't give a shit if they were drunk,stoned, or whatever.
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Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
i don't have one but i have ridden and i failed to learn how.

yeah i was a accident child, my mother loves no-one from what ive seen and no-one shall love her in my mind
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bosemaster42 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
Yeah, parents sometimes forget what it was like to be a teen. There are a lot of advantages to living in our new age tech driven world. However, there's also a lot more pressure and stress on the teens of today. Your dad could have been more supportive of you, for sure. I'm not sure I understand why he claims your getting abused is somehow your fault. Hey, it's good your over the suicidal thoughts and depression. Spend some time trying to find things to do and new people to hang with. Even if it means travelling to another town close by. Do you have a bicycle? Does your dad like to do stuff with you?
I wish i could help you get your smile back. This poem was very good, by the way.
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Tycoondasher Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
thanks, i can't even ride a bike and everything my dad wants me to do i hate massivly

i don't know how anyone can claim Abuse was the Abused fault
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