Hole

ive dug myself a hole
a thousand miles deep
i dug it with my dead feelings, suffering and pain
and my shattered will to live

everyone is gone
what happened to me?
you are all thats left
my only friend
they all abandoned me in my hour of need

the hole
ive dug myself in a hole that i can't escape
Pain is nothing but a familiar feeling
shoveling away at the ground

the soil is damp with my tears of pain
nothing is right in this world
everything is wrong
everybody left me behind to die

i am nothing but dirt
and i am going back to the earth
i belong nowhere
i am a lonely boy
left behind by everyone

now if you please
pass down my thorny crown
so i can sit in the muck
and cry all night long

don't try to fix me
im broken beyond repair
lonely and in pain
ill be like a dog
and leave to die

this hole i have dug will be the end
the end of everything
it will ruin everything
this hole will haunt me even if i escape
im damned if i stay in it
and im damned if i leave
im damned